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Charles Deemer

MFA, Playwriting, University of Oregon

Writing faculty, Portland State University (part-time)

Retired playwright and screenwriter.
Active novelist, librettist and teacher.

cdeemer@yahoo.com.

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Dress Rehearsals
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Love At Ground Zero

Seven Plays

Oregon Book Award finalist


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The Writing Life...
"And it came to pass that all the stars in the firmament had ceased to shine. But how was anyone to know?"
The Half-Life Conspiracy
 
Tuesday, August 31, 2004  

Andre Dubus
Yesterday we saw We Don't Live Here Anymore, a new movie based on two short stories by Andre Dubus, "Adultery" and one with the title of the movie. Like In the Bedroom, it's an intense character-driven movie, quite fine. I'm happy to say that I was an early champion of Dubus' work, giving his collection Adultery and Other Choices, with the stories here, a rave review in The New Leader magazine at a time before the larger press was aware of him. Dubus even wrote me a thank you note and we had a brief correspondence. Obviously I love his work and today as much as when I discovered him in the 1960s. I'll see this movie again. The critics don't like it as much as the first, although I like it a tad better perhaps, and The New Yorker did call it the best movie of the year so far.

Got some work done yesterday downtown, with my laptop at a coffee house before the movie. Some more lyrics, a start on a novel chapter. Baching it for a couple days and hope to get lots of work done. Onward.
 Posted by Hello  

8/31/2004 02:54:34 AM | 0 comments

Monday, August 30, 2004  
Sunny Monday
Going to campus this afternoon, take care of some things, hang out in a coffee shop with the laptop and get some writing done, then meet Harriet for a movie, We Don't Live Here Anymore, another film based on Andre Dubus' stories. New Yorker loved it.

Scribbled lyrics for the new opera first thing in the morning since I awoke with them in my head. Thinking a lot about part two of the novel. Continuing to add stories to the anthology manuscript. All projects crawling forward. Onward.  

8/30/2004 12:53:20 PM | 0 comments

Sunday, August 29, 2004  
Sunday II
Late afternoon energy, did a first polish of act one of libretto.  

8/29/2004 07:40:37 PM | 0 comments

 
Sunday
Lazy. A tad of work on the anthology.  

8/29/2004 03:51:40 PM | 0 comments

Saturday, August 28, 2004  

Olympics: Almost over but for the party Posted by Hello  

8/28/2004 11:52:36 PM | 0 comments

 

5000m and 1500m golds
A highlight of the games. Posted by Hello  

8/28/2004 11:48:04 PM | 0 comments

 

Argentina basketball gold
and the USA millionaires were relatively gracious in getting bronze. Posted by Hello  

8/28/2004 11:46:42 PM | 0 comments

 
Politically incorrect
Due to miscommunication, both the USA and Lithuanian basketball teams, playing for the bronze medal, show up in white uniforms. The USA must switch -- but their other uniforms are already packed. Game delay while they find them and unpack them and get the players into them. Is it insensitive to suggest that the black players on the USA will not be mistaken for the white players from Lithuania, no matter what they wear?  

8/28/2004 12:02:29 PM | 0 comments

 
Varmints libretto
I have a good draft of act one. Should find time to polish this weekend.  

8/28/2004 09:15:25 AM | 0 comments

Friday, August 27, 2004  

Joaquin Miller & Varmints
After weeks away from it, today I returned to the libretto-in-progress Varmints, based on my stage play -- and love what I have. This is a dark comedy about greed set in the Oregon gold fields in the 1840s, featuring the historic character Cincinnatus Hiner "Joaquin" Miller, whom I turn into the poet as clown. I worked some more on the libretto today and now am one scene, I think, from the end of act one. I hope John likes this stuff as much as I do. Onward. Posted by Hello  

8/27/2004 02:47:24 PM | 0 comments

 
Update
Another short chapter done. Can I finish the draft before school starts? A horse race. But I'll be close. Meanwhile waiting for more stories from the typist. 8 down, 7 to go in batch one; 10 more stories in batch two. Once I drop the stories in, the manuscript is done and ready for the copy editor and another reading by myself. Then to the designer and we're close to home. Onward.  

8/27/2004 08:11:01 AM | 0 comments

Thursday, August 26, 2004  
50 yrs. a fan
It occurred to me there's a lot of music I've been listening to regularly for half a century now. In rough order of my becoming a fan in the 1950s and early 1960s:

  • Little Walter
  • Tom Lehrer
  • The Weavers
  • Brownie McGhee and Sonny Terry
  • Gerry Mulligan
  • Horace Silver
  • Ray Charles
  • Ramblin' Jack Elliott

I listen to much more of these artists than artists discovered later, even now.  

8/26/2004 05:26:00 PM | 0 comments

 

End of an era Posted by Hello  

8/26/2004 05:25:25 PM | 0 comments

 

Gold in overtime!
But NBC hasn't even shown it yet, delaying the match 3 hrs. All the other games were live.
 Posted by Hello  

8/26/2004 01:47:44 PM | 0 comments

 

Gold for Greece
Always good to see the host country, especially a small one, get gold. Here it is Fani Halkia in the 400m hurdles. She was such an underdog that the cynics in the media suspect drugs -- but she says her Greek soul is responsible. I bet she's right. The Harvard lady came in next to last. Posted by Hello  

8/26/2004 06:23:35 AM | 0 comments

 
Fred Ross
Here is my essay from Northwest magazine, The Poet of Juniper Mountain, which is the story of meeting logger poet Fred Ross. I later used some of his poems in my play Christmas at the Juniper Tavern. The "Juniper" in the title comes from Fred. This play, called "an Oregon classic" by one critic, remains the one by which I am best known. Since I wrote it so long ago, and don't even regard it as my best play (I personally place it after at least four others), this "honor" is something of an irritation. I especially hate it when someone asks me if I've written anything since. I had the honor of playing the role of Sheriff Billy, the character who recites Fred's poems in the play, on the night that Fred Ross himself attended. On that same night, I dropped several pages of dialogue. So much for the playwright knowing his own play! Fortunately I was only an understudy and didn't perform again. The other actors, however, thought this was hilarious that the writer would screw up in such a major way.  

8/26/2004 06:05:57 AM | 0 comments

Wednesday, August 25, 2004  
Anthology
Typist delivered six stories today. It's exciting to see the manuscript come together! Man, my job is so much easier using the typed rather than the scanned material. I'm jacked (again). Onward.  

8/25/2004 12:50:39 PM | 0 comments

 
A poem by Charles Wright
In Today In Literature:

East of me, west of me, full summer.
How deeper than elsewhere the dusk is in your own yard.
Birds fly back and forth across the lawn
looking for home
As night drifts up like a little boat.

Day after day, I become of less use to myself.
Like this mockingbird,
I flit from one thing to the next.
What do I have to look forward to at fifty-four?
Tomorrow is dark.
Day-after-tomorrow is darker still.

The sky dogs are whimpering.
Fireflies are dragging the hush of evening
up from the damp grass.
Into the world's tumult, into the chaos of every day,
Go quietly, quietly.  

8/25/2004 08:39:33 AM | 0 comments

 

Rowing-8: USA men gold, women silver
Several of the women live in Portland. They are not "local" athletes. Posted by Hello  

8/25/2004 08:28:46 AM | 0 comments

 

First gold for USA beach volleyball Posted by Hello  

8/25/2004 08:25:15 AM | 0 comments

 
Letter to a Dead Soul Brother
Hey, Dick. Remember how you used to say that the days of political statesmen were long gone? Well, you wouldn't believe how ugly the presidential campaign is this year on both sides. "I don't want to encourage them," your old lady friend said about her decision late in life to stop voting. It gets easier all the time to understand what she meant. Politics has become corrupting by its very nature, it seems. When Thoreau didn't pay his taxes he said he refused to participate in something immoral. Are we at a time when voting is to participate in something immoral?

I suppose all "senior generations" don't understand the changes they see in the world, nor do they see them as "progress." I think our generation was truly blessed to be the last one in the U.S. not to be raised by television. Well, I'll stop, it's very easy for me to become a broken record on this particular subject.

I'm editing an anthology of writing from the 60s and 70s, mostly, and even there I see more contemplation, more heart, than I see in most writing today. Contemporary novels are full of easy and cheap shots. Ah, me! Wish you were here so we could turn into disgruntled old farts together.

Speaking of which -- my novel about our "road trip" is going to be a hoot. Part On the Road, part Tuesdays With Morrie, part mystery story and revenge story. I hope to be able to start it in earnest -- I've toyed with first pages as I searched for the right voice and tone -- shortly after school starts, as soon as I finish a good draft of Patriots, the current novel, which also is going well again. It's a kind of companion piece to Love At Ground Zero. In fact, I'm going to bundle them and try to market them under the title After 9/11: Two Short Novels.

The best thing I've done recently may be inspiring, in the sense that a libretto inspires a composer, John Nugent to write Dark Mission. It's a fine piece of music. The next one, Varmints, will be fun and Galileo after that. And Dixieland after that. So I need to hang around for three more operas anyway!

Life is not as simple as I'd prefer -- Harriet has a complicated life, which rubs off on me of course -- but it definitely could be worse. Not sure how long I'll keep teaching at PSU. I'm signed up for another year, one at a time. We'll see how it goes. I should hang around long enough to use my next textbook ... maybe spring 2005, but more likely fall, which would mean committing to another year after this one. I do still enjoy it.

With you gone, with Ger gone, I have no more coffee buddies and haven't found a replacement (not that I've looked very hard). I'm tired of living in Portland but no one way I convince H to move. I'd like to move to the southwest -- Albuquerque, NM, for example. I just read there are actually more coffee houses per person there than in Seattle! I'd go for the weather and because a VA hospital is there. If by some miracle I outlived H, I'd go in a flash.

Watching the Iraq soccer game -- they are outclassed by Paraguay but still would have a shot at bronze -- after which I get to crawl around in the basement applying band-aids to a leak problem that needs to be fixed right and professionally before we sell the house. Not looking forward to it.

School starts in a tad over a month! The summer has rushed by much too quickly.

Well, that's the skinny here. Had a chance to talk to Bev after the death of Ray Charles and reminisce about the many hours we all spent listening to him together when we were in Germany in the Army. Sweet memories. So many of them.  

8/25/2004 08:12:17 AM | 0 comments

Tuesday, August 24, 2004  

Paraguay 3, Iraq 1
Iraq next plays Italy for bronze. Posted by Hello  

8/24/2004 01:20:34 PM | 0 comments

 

Class act
Alexei Nemov tries to quiet down an unruly crowd, which interrupted gymnastics for ten minutes in loud protest of Nemov's score on high bars, which clearly should have been higher. The least upset man in the building appeared to be Nemov. Well, he already has 12 Olympic medals. He sat quietly, a wise smile suggested now and again on his lips, as if he's been through all this before. What a far cry from the Russian diva who sulked and made accusations and stormed into retirement full of anger. This guy is a class act.
 Posted by Hello  

8/24/2004 10:19:50 AM | 0 comments

 
Monday night notes
Monday night. Crawling around in the basement muck with a head full of spiderwebs is not my idea of a good time but looks like I need to do some more tomorrow. There ARE advantages to renting now and again.

Main big O activity tomorrow is the Iraq soccer game. I think it may be the 1500 finals as well. I prefer the races 800m and longer. The marathon, for example, was full of drama, as I noted earlier. Poor Radcliffe. Her collapse made worse by all the expectations, all the tens of thousands of fans waiting for her in the stadium, the fact she was such a clear favorite. Past records don't tell much about the eventual winners in the Olympics.

On the writing front, tomorrow I should print out book one of the novel and the new libretto to date, about half the first act. Just to look it over with a red pen and keep in the respective grooves.  

8/24/2004 08:22:40 AM | 0 comments

Monday, August 23, 2004  
Notes during the big O

Sunday. A good day -- but sudden chores to do tomorrow. We had a torrential rain that resulted in some flooding in the basement. I think I located the area to patch -- at any rate, something to work on tomorrow.

First, though (barring emergency), I want to watch the US-Germany soccer match and then deliver 15 anthology stories to the typist. I should be able to get to the home repairs late in the morning.

Lots of personal tragedies in the big O today and tonight, failures and disappointments by athletes of talent. However, I was delighted that the GAT, the self-appointed "greatest of all time" athlete (whose name I won't even mention) got beat not by one but two sprinters. Couldn't happen to a bigger jerk.

If the typist can get the work done, I may have a manuscript together for the copy editor in about two weeks. It's exciting to see it come together.

Question of the day. Are female beach volleyball players required to wear bikinis? The men wear shorts and tank tops ... why not the women? Is sex appeal really that important in the big O -- assuming, of course, that sweat is sexy. If bikinis were not required, wouldn't there be one team at least that would not wear them?

Monday. NBC, with pretty good coverage to date, totally screwed up soccer in the semifinals, filling the USA-Germany game with commercials so we missed the only goal in the first half. USA is doing great thus far, ahead, outplaying the defending champs. 2nd half will be frustrating with the commercials -- but go USA!

Meanwhile the incredible softball team got the gold, beating Australia again. But the Aussies scored a run! No one else has.

Later. Man, having commercials in the middle of a soccer game really sucks. It's not like American football with all its TV breaks. I'm making note of the advertisers to make sure to boycott them ha ha.

Later. Unbelievable. USA 1-0 regulation, Germany ties it early in stoppage time. Minutes of stoppage yet to go! No recent commercials, thank god.

Overtime. Man, they came so close to winning in regulation.

US misses wide open shot, young O'Reilly rushing it, bounces off post. Goalie was on the ground. Should have been automatic. ... No interruptions for commercials lately, maybe phone calls of protest, or maybe they saw the light. ... USA scores!, O'Reilly again. 2-1 lead. Man, could/should be 3-1. Hang in, USA! ... 21 mins to go ... End of first overtime, they exchange sides, 15 min. to go. ... 12 min. to go ... 6 min. ... 4 and a half plus stoppage ... what an exciting game! ... free kick for Germany, close ... shot wide, 3 and a half min. ... Germany shoots wide on easy shot ... 2 min. ... 1 min. ... game over, no stoppage, USA beats Germany, 2-1, on to gold medal match! Fantastic.  

8/23/2004 03:07:10 PM | 0 comments

 

China: women's tennis doubles gold Posted by Hello  

8/23/2004 04:57:21 AM | 0 comments

 

Greece: 20k walk gold Posted by Hello  

8/23/2004 04:57:03 AM | 0 comments

Sunday, August 22, 2004  

Tears, tragedy & triumph
The women's marathon in Athens, a brutal course. Miles and miles of uphill, much more than at any established venues. Paula Radcliffe, the recent prodigy, world record holder, the favorite, tens of thousands of English fans there to root for her. Deena Kastor, the American, believing she has a long shot at a medal, hangs in at 18th in the early stages of the race, which is led by Radcliffe. A hot oppressive day. Radcliffe runs near the front for the first half of the race, then fades to 3rd, 4th, but comes back to hang in at 3rd during the steep climb at the end of the hills. But suddenly, without warning (her normal head-bobbing running style looking stressful), she stops, bends over, tries to start again, stops, breaks into tears, and finally sits on a curb to weep.

After the summit, six miles of downhill and Kastor slowly moves forward. She's 10th, 8th. And then 6th. And 4th, with the bronze medal in her sight. She moves to third, a medal, before entering the stadium where Americans go crazy cheering her on. Before the end, during her last fifty yards, she runs in tears, not Radcliffe's tears of course, tears of joy. She won the bronze medal.

Two women in tears at the marathon, one from tragedy, one from triumph. Posted by Hello  

8/22/2004 02:04:26 PM | 0 comments

 

8 games. 8 shutouts.
The amazing USA softball team plays Australia tomorrow for gold. They've already beat them twice, 10-0 and 5-0. I love underdogs. Should I root for Australia? Posted by Hello  

8/22/2004 10:09:39 AM | 0 comments

 
Up and at 'em
Removed a story from the anthology and excerpted it instead.

Eager to get a wrap up of part one of the novel ... might be able to do that today. Also plan to print out what I have of the new libretto and get back in its rhythm as well. Anxiously awaiting new files from John, who is getting moved into a new apartment.

Met someone at a potluck last night who said she read about our opera in the local press! I have no idea how this could have happened but I'll check the newspaper archives to see if she's right.

Rain. We need it. Under the circumstances, I even welcome it. Onward.  

8/22/2004 08:01:12 AM | 0 comments

Saturday, August 21, 2004  

Feelin' good
The more I mull over this new structure for the novel, the better I like it. Otherwise there's too much relative dead time in the middle of the story. With a two-part structure, I can skip it and bring forth only what is essential. It's so easy to get stuck into chronology when telling a story. Now I think I can wrap up part one in a few days, print it, polish it a tad and move on into part two, where most of the fireworks are. Renewed energy! Onward.
 Posted by Hello  

8/21/2004 03:44:10 PM | 0 comments

 

Go, Harvard!
Harvard-educated Brenda Taylor makes it to semifinals in 400m hurdles.  Posted by Hello  

8/21/2004 03:39:12 PM | 0 comments

 
Structural insight
We went to the Multnomah Days parade this morning, one of those neighborhood gatherings and street fairs that gives the city a nice small town feel, and while watching I found in my brain the solution to a problem in the novel that's been bugging me. I'll write the story in two books or parts, which eliminates all kinds of transitional stuff I was wrestling with to get from one moment to another. I'll just zap there ha ha. Onward.  

8/21/2004 11:45:28 AM | 0 comments

 

Amazing Iraq makes semifinals
where 3 of the 4 teams left will win medals. Posted by Hello  

8/21/2004 11:44:26 AM | 0 comments

 
Progress
Finally added two more chapters to the novel late yesterday afternoon. Moving forward, step by step. Lots of polishing to do but I bully forward, eager to finish a draft before I do more.  

8/21/2004 03:43:07 AM | 0 comments

Friday, August 20, 2004  

Team spirit over Ego: track stars take note
Michael Phelps gives up his position on final relay team. "We came into this meet as a team and we're going to leave it as a team," Phelps said. "It's the right thing to do." Posted by Hello  

8/20/2004 01:15:03 PM | 0 comments

 
Update
Watching the USA-Japan soccer game this morning, after which it's back to the novel. Later in the day I hope to get back to the new libretto. Work on both through the weekend. Impatient for Monday and getting more stories to the typist. Yesterday I wrote the first draft of my section introductions. Looking better all the time. Onward.  

8/20/2004 05:09:06 AM | 0 comments

 

USA 41, World 0
The amazing streak continues with a 3-0 shutout of Chinese Taipei.  Posted by Hello  

8/20/2004 05:07:02 AM | 0 comments

Thursday, August 19, 2004  

Practice makes perfect Posted by Hello  

8/19/2004 05:29:01 PM | 0 comments

 
"Local writers"
I believe it's an insult to call a writer "a local writer." To me, it means s/he writes only locally -- that is, s/he has no audience beyond the locality. You are a local writer if you write for the Portland Business news, for example. But if you are a writer daring for a national and international audience, if you are a "real" writer, you are not limited by geography. You strive to write universally, not locally. You strive to write for all times. Call such a writer misguided or egotistical or self-deluded ... but never "local"!  

8/19/2004 01:49:19 PM | 0 comments

 

4 gold and counting
Couldn't happen to a nicer guy. Posted by Hello  

8/19/2004 12:14:11 PM | 0 comments

 
I'm jacked!
It was really great to get the first story from the typist and have everything go so smoothly. This is so much better than scanning and having to go into the file to clean up everything! The typist is gone till Monday but then I'll give her a large stack of more stories and the fun begins.  

8/19/2004 08:55:36 AM | 0 comments

 
Anthology
Only took 40 minutes for the typist to type a full page story from the magazine -- this should work out nicely! Should be able to get all the stories digitized for under a grand.

Meanwhile, yet another shutout by the USA softball team, 7-0 over Greece. Amazing team! Onward.  

8/19/2004 07:20:02 AM | 0 comments

Wednesday, August 18, 2004  

New world record
set by USA swim team for the 4x200 freestyle relay. Meanwhile, in a major upset, the USA women's volleyball team lost to the Dominican Republic.
 Posted by Hello  

8/18/2004 06:01:35 PM | 0 comments

 
Update
Dropping off a test story to a typist this afternoon. If it goes well, I'll give her the works. Mainly doing other anthology chores today, not back into novel again but will be later today or tomorrow. With the earlier deadline, important to get these stories digitized quickly. I still have to drop them into the manuscript, then give it to a page designer and copy editor, have someone design the cover, etc. Eager to see how it all comes together, of course. If this typist works out -- sending me the text in the body of an email so I can quickly select it and drop it into the manuscript -- my role might be over, mostly so, very soon now. Onward.  

8/18/2004 12:28:49 PM | 0 comments

 

Venus upset
by France's Mary Pierce, 6-4, 6-4. Upsets make the Olympics go round. Posted by Hello  

8/18/2004 09:43:01 AM | 0 comments

 

USA 31, World 0
After 5 games, no one has yet to score a run against the USA women's softball team. Posted by Hello  

8/18/2004 08:46:35 AM | 0 comments

 

USA upsets Australia for gold Posted by Hello  

8/18/2004 02:45:41 AM | 0 comments

Tuesday, August 17, 2004  

Aussies tie USA
but USA soccer women still move on to quarterfinals. Posted by Hello  

8/17/2004 08:29:06 PM | 0 comments

 

Hometown lady wins gold!
Muriel Zagunis of Beaverton gets the fencing gold. Posted by Hello  

8/17/2004 08:27:30 PM | 3 comments

 
Dark Mission, scene 2
John continues to send me files of the orchestration of our opera. Scene 2 is one my favorites. This is the trek of the missionaries across the Oregon Trail, the arrival in something like Eden, and the building of a mission -- the musical journey John has written perfectly maps the emotional journey of the missionaries. A fine achievement if I say so myself. Check it out.

MIDI file of scene 2
More about the opera  

8/17/2004 04:34:46 PM | 0 comments

 
Changing gears
Good meeting on the anthology with Joe this morning. Now he wants to publish in time for Christmas rather than waiting -- good idea. He sees the wisdom of hiring a typist rather than scanning, so we'll hope to hire one this week. I drafted my Afterword today and made minor corrections in my intro. Yesterday good writing on the novel, so I'm still in sync. Onward.  

8/17/2004 02:25:28 PM | 0 comments

 

Greek gold
in men's synchronized diving, a wonderful upset. Posted by Hello  

8/17/2004 07:34:57 AM | 0 comments

Monday, August 16, 2004  
Busy, busy
Sunday was a chores and Olympics day, though I did get some more grunt work done on the anthology. This morning, Monday, I'm stopping by the copy center to see what the scan situation is -- this will tell us how much grunt work we have to do to prepare the book. This is the practical stuff, not nearly as much fun but essential. Meanwhile got a chapter done this morning, so I'm back in the groove, more or less.

Later. Scanning is expensive and inaccurate enough that I'm not sure but that it's quicker and more cost efficient to hire a typist and re-keyboard everything. Will talk to Joe about it tomorrow. If we scan everything, we're looking at several thousand dollars -- and the text still has to be corrected, which even with spell check, which works amazingly well with some of the gibberish you get scanning, requires considerable hands-on work. I am going to recommend a typist and see if he buys it. I think a good typist would save money and give you a product ready to use.

The teenage wonder swimmer sounds like a much more sensible guy than the reporters who hound him. The media invents its own stories, then goes out to prove them right -- all the 8 gold medal stuff. The kid, after finishing third today, said he had a great time and did what he set out to do, which was swim his fastest 200 ever. He just happened to be in the pool with 2 guys faster. The kid is cool, some of the reporters who hound him total jerks.

It's the American media doing all this hype, by the way -- the Australian media, the Dutch media, with swimmers who beat our golden boy, weren't so histrionic about the 8-medal quest.
But you can't blame the kid, who becomes a victim of an hysterical American media. He just grins and says, I had a great time.

Meanwhile the women's volleyball team is on a roll and hoping for a bronze medal. How refreshing, striving to come in third! Now and again, the spirit of the big O comes through the too frequently hysterical reporting. No wonder I watch so many events with the sound off.
 

8/16/2004 06:13:31 PM | 0 comments

 

USA beats Japan Posted by Hello  

8/16/2004 07:33:03 AM | 0 comments

Sunday, August 15, 2004  

Iraq soccer team wins again Posted by Hello  

8/15/2004 08:41:40 PM | 0 comments

Saturday, August 14, 2004  
Multi-tasking
Opening ceremonies of the big O were spectacular last night -- "Greek theater at its best" reads a sports headline today. Great music and spectacle, a smattering of Greek history and myth. Very impressive. How the hell do you rehearse something like that? Puts any superbowl show to shame.
Today the USA women's soccer team got away with one. Totally outplayed in the first half by Brazil, they walked off with a scoreless tie, thanks to Brazil's inability to make two "automatic" shorts. Although the USA played better in the second half, Brazil played just as well and missed two more open shots they should have had. In the meantime USA got lucky with a penalty kick and scored on its only good offensive maneuver, winning 2-0. But it was not a medal team that was on the field today.
Earlier in women's volleyball, Germany overcame 2-0 to beat the favored Cuban women, 3-2. Comebacks are among the exciting moments in any team sport, and I've enjoyed my share of them as a fan. I remember when I was in grad school, making spaghetti sauce for a party while listening to the Oregon-UCLA football game, on the radio from LA. Both are alma maters for me, so I usually don't care who wins (most often, I suppose, I root for UCLA since that was my favorite team as a kid). In this game, UCLA had a substantial lead with only a few minutes left in the game. Fouts was QB for Oregon. UCLA fumbled and the Ducks made a quick score. Then they successfully did back-to-back onside kicks, following each with a TD bomb ... and suddenly they nosed out a victory! Very exciting to listen to.
On another occasion about the same time, I was watching the Rose Bowl game with a friend from Detroit, he rooting for Michigan and myself for Stanford when Jim Plunket was QB. Michigan took a decisive lead into halftime. Cockily I doubled our bed. Then Plunket came back and did his magic, and Stanford won. My friend still remembers how much he hated paying me off for that one.
A couple years ago the Mariners were leading the Indians by double digits into the 8th -- and lost the game. These things can go both ways.
Meanwhile, I am at a Starbucks as I write, just having finished another short chapter on the novel. A bit of cruising and another coffee stop, perhaps. Onward.

Later. Doing a bit of work while watching the Olympics at home, presently US-China women's volleyball, 1-1 and close. At any rate, when the athletes marched into the stadium last night, surely no other event presents so many smiles from so many divergent cultures and nations. Too bad the ideal of the Olympics never really has consequences of significance in the meaner world of Real Politik. The Olympics are more like a diversion, an interruption, a vacation, than the model for any kind of lasting international friendship. It's the exception, not the rule. And this, of course, is tragic.

So I'm writing a hundred or two hundred words on the novel during commercials while watching the Olympics, and therefore moving forward. It works.

Later. Chinese regrouped and easily beat USA, women's volleyball. Announcer then made a politically correct totally stupid remark about the Chinese pair who won the gold in synchronized diving: "The Chinese plan carefully and brought these two women together to win the gold." Those goddamn commie planners! They should put their teams together randomly like we do, with no thought to winning at all. Jeez! Let's get jingoism out of the big O.
 

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Friday, August 13, 2004  
Taking care of business
One of those days occupied by one chore after another, including some auto maintenance stuff, copy center stuff, and so on -- so no writing got done. Which is fine. I think I'm still back in the energy of the novel, and the next two chapters remain clear. The temptation starting tomorrow is watching too much Olympics. I'll try to do less than 15 hours a day ha ha. I do want to follow the women's soccer team. I want to see some sports I don't usually watch, like rowing and ping pong. I don't care for boxing or weight lifting but everything else I can get curious about. The other thing is, I can always watch something with the laptop and work during commercials ... if what I'm writing is clear to me, I can pull that off. My wonderful AlphaSmart 3000 keyboard, which runs on AA batteries, which I've had for about 18 mos now, is still running on its original set of batteries and at 91% battery capacity. Find a laptop computer than can do that! And when I drop book excerpts into my blog, I don't retype them, I scan them with my marker-scanner, the C-Pen, my 2nd most useful electronic toy. These two gadgets make my life so much easier. (As a matter of fact, it may end up being easier to scan those articles with the C-Pen, at least the ones I can't cut up and re-format ... since the stories are in COLUMNS, and a flatbed scanner goes top to bottom, left to right, it reads the stories across, so everything has to be manually reformatted anyway, a chore worse than hand scanning it line by line ... though in the end, I may suggest to the publisher it would be more cost effective to hire a typist to do all the stories ... we'll see.)

At any rate, I remain busy and well and the weather remains great, though a cool off into the 80s is ahead of us.  

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Thursday, August 12, 2004  

William Blake
From the wonderful website Today In Literature:
On this day in 1827 William Blake died at the age of sixty-nine. Blake's last years passed more or less as his others: in such poverty and obscurity that his burial in Bunhill Fields was largely unnoticed and on borrowed money -- nineteen shillings for an unmarked grave, the body nine feet down, stacked on top of three others, and eventually followed by four more.
Read the full story.
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8/12/2004 05:10:00 PM | 0 comments

 

Good news from LaLaLand!
Ah, some good news out of Hollywood. Notice the psychology here -- how In the Bedroom paved the way. This story by Andre Dubus, by the way, is one of his best.
By Bob Tourtellotte

LOS ANGELES (Reuters) - It has been a long, sometimes painful 26 years for writer Larry Gross and his film "We Don't Live Here Anymore," but when the independent movie debuts on Friday, a part of his soul will have finally been saved.



The movie, which earned Gross the Sundance Film Festival (news - web sites)'s writing award this year, was a labor of love for most of his career, but by Hollywood's action- and effects-filled standards, its human drama of troubled marriages and infidelity failed the test of big studio commercial viability.

It wasn't until the emergence of another independent film, 2001's "In the Bedroom," and four stars who would trade a big paycheck to work in "We Don't Live Here Anymore," that Gross's screenplay finally felt some life breathing into it.

"This project, and a piece of my soul, were rescued by independent films," Gross told Reuters in a recent interview.

"In the Bedroom" was significant because it is based on work by the novelist Andre Dubus, and "We Don't Live Here Anymore," also, is based on work by Dubus.

When the former movie, directed by Todd Fields, earned Oscar nominations for best film and for actress Sissy Spacek, suddenly every producer had to have his hand on a screenplay from Dubus' work. Gross and his partners already had one.

"I knew "In the Bedroom" would clear a field. Everybody wants to follow on the heels of something else. That's just one of the ways (Hollywood) works," Gross said.

Then came the stars: Mark Ruffalo, Naomi Watts, Laura Dern (news) and Peter Krause. With a relatively small budget of $2 million, the movie was put into production.

GAMES PEOPLE PLAY

Ruffalo portrays Jack Linden and Laura Dern is his wife, Terry. Jack is having an affair with the wife, Edith, of his best friend, Hank Evans. Watts and Krause play Edith and Hank.

There are no special effects in the movie, and the only action that goes on is behind the other couple's back because Jack, by having an affair with Edith, is playing mind games with Terry. He is coaxing her into having her own affair.

Hank, a struggling writer, is having his own affairs, and as a result he either doesn't know or doesn't particularly care what Edith is doing with her days.

As "We Don't Live Here Anymore" plays out, audiences see the consequences -- good and bad -- of relationship games people play with one another.

"The stories are just incredibly truthful about the emotional needs ... that apply to anyone anywhere. Everyone is a creature of needs, and those needs drive them," Gross said.

Gross said he wrote the first draft when he was 26 years-old and has since gone on to make some of the same mistakes in his life that Jack, Terry, Edith and Frank make.

But all those errors helped him continually fine tune and craft the screenplay that earned the Waldo Salt Screenwriting Award at Sundance, which is named after the writer of acclaimed movies like "Coming Home," "Serpico" and "Midnight Cowboy."

Gross has had a successful career in Hollywood writing for both television and film with credits for "True Crime" and "Crime and Punishment in Suburbia," among others. But "We Don't Live Here Anymore" is especially gratifying because it is his.



"Every writer will tell you that if your own material isn't getting made, it's not very satisfying. The hunger to express yourself, especially the work you value, doesn't go away," he said.
Perseverance is the name of the game.
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8/12/2004 04:48:10 PM | 0 comments

 
Summer Olympics
This is the kind of thing that comes out of the Olympics that I love to see:

(By Joseph Schwerdt, NBCOlympics.com)
On a day of escalating strife and violence in its shattered homeland, an inspired Iraqi men's soccer team ushered its war-torn country back to the Olympic Games with a stirring 4-2 victory over Portugal.

Iraq, which had not appeared in the Games since 1988, overcame bomb blasts, equipment shortages and long travel to make it to the Games. On Thursday the Iraqis prevailed over the favored Portuguese with relentless offensive pressure and stubborn goal-front defense.

I'd love to see them win a medal!  

8/12/2004 01:50:44 PM | 0 comments

 
Archives
Back into the archives this morning for some "mop up" work. Awoke with the next two novel chapters in my head, so I scribbled notes for them and should be able to write them this afternoon. Onward.  

8/12/2004 08:14:15 AM | 0 comments

Wednesday, August 11, 2004  

What a rush!
John sent me a complete file for scene one in Dark Mission -- and for the first time I am able to hear the full orchestration with the vocal line (he had to tell me how to set up the software for this) and what a rush it is to hear it! Man, I can't wait to sit down and listen to the entire opera this way. Very cool software that does this. Very talented composer who writes this. More files, John, more files!
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8/11/2004 05:13:17 PM | 0 comments

 
Hot in the heat
Another productive writing session, two more short chapters, working on the deck in the heat of the day. I should move to a warm, indeed hot, climate! I've been in this gray rainy city for 25 years!  

8/11/2004 03:03:18 PM | 0 comments

 
The End of the Affair
The movie misses the point entirely. The most outrageous change is adding an unambiguous "miracle" -- Sarah (the ex-lover) kisses the blemish on the boy's cheek and it disappears! In the book, she also kisses the blemish on the atheist's cheek, and although his blemish disappears, and from "touching," the treatment matter is left ambiguous. Hollywood seems to hate ambiguity most of all, not understanding that ambiguity is at the very heart of powerful drama.

At any rate, here are some excerpts from the novel.

The narrator, a novelist, seeing the film version of his work:

The film was not a good film, and at moments it was acutely painful to see situations that had been so real to me twisted into the stock cliches of the screen. I wished I had gone to something else with Sarah. At first I had said to her, "That's not what I wrote, you know," but I couldn't keep on saying that. She touched me sympathetically with her hand, and from then on we sat there with our hands in the innocent embrace that children and lovers use. Suddenly and unexpectedly, for a few minutes only, the film came to life. I forgot that this was my story, and that for once this was my dialogue, and was genuinely moved by a small scene in a cheap restaurant. The lover had ordered steak and onions, the girl hesitated for a moment to take the onions because her husband didn't like the smell; the lover was hurt and angry because he realized what was behind her hesitation, which brought to his mind the inevitable embrace on her return home. The scene came off; I had wanted to convey the sense of passion through some common simple episode without any rhetoric in words or action, and it worked. For a few seconds I was happy. This was writing; I wasn't interested in anything else in the world. I wanted to go home and read the scene over; I wanted to work at something new; I wished, how I wished, that I hadn't invited Sarah Miles to dinner.

Greene's humor:

"He's called Lance, is he?"
"After Sir Lancelot, sir. Of the Round Table."
"I'm surprised. That was a rather unpleasant episode, surely."
"He found the Holy Grail," Mr. Parkis said.
"That was Galahad. Lancelot was found in bed with Guinevere."
Why do we have this desire to tease the innocent ? Is it envy? Mr. Parkis said sadly, looking across at his boy as though he had betrayed him, "I hadn't heard."

Sarah in her diary:

I want men to admire me, but that's a trick you learn at schoola movement of the eyes, a tone of voice, a touch of the hand on the shoulder or the head. If they think you admire them, they will admire you because of your good taste, and when they admire you, you have an illusion for a moment that there's something to admire. All my life I've tried to live in that illusiona soothing drug that allows me to forget that I'm a bitch and a fake.

The novelist wrestles with faith in God and its consequences with regard to his art:

If we are extinguished by death, as I still try to believe, what point is there in leaving some books behind any more than bottles, clothes, or cheap jewellery? And if Sarah is right, how unimportant all the importance of art is.

Greene hated the 1955 version of his novel with a passion. The recent one is closer but still a far cry from the challenging and complex point of view in the novel. This is blatant Christianizing of the story in the movie, turning a complex argument for belief into a cheap shot. The novel is so rich. The movie ends up being propaganda.  

8/11/2004 02:54:28 PM | 1 comments

Tuesday, August 10, 2004  
2 short chapters
Heat energizes me. Out on the deck with the laptop in 90+ degree weather, I drafted out two new short chapters in the novel in no time at all. The heat spell is supposed to last all week, and I hope my energy continues to be driven by the sun. Onward.  

8/10/2004 02:31:57 PM | 0 comments

 

Dummy Land
I've been reading Graham Greene's brilliant novel The End of the Affair in an increasing state of shock. It's been decades since I read it -- long enough to forget a few things when I saw the movie a year or so ago, then saw it again on cable recently, a viewing that led me back to the novel. I was shocked to learn -- but should have guessed -- how much Hollywood changed the book in order to replace textured complexity with simplicity any fool can see.

I'll have more to say after I finish the book but let me point out several changes. The book, in part, is the story of a jealous man who hires a detective to follow his ex-lover. Who is she seeing now? The time is World War II and he's also wrestling with the meaning of religious faith, as his lover was at the time.

In the movie, the detective has a young son disfigured by a strawberry birthmark on his face. The woman has been visiting a priest -- is this her new lover?

In the novel, the woman has been visiting a Rationalist/Atheist -- and it is he who has the strawberry birthmark!

I'll talk about the consequences of these changes later. Suffice it to say for now that here, as more recently in The Hours, LaLaLand apparently fears that its audience is too stupid to get the original dramatic tensions in the story and therefore goes out of its way to simplify them. Changing an atheist to a priest, of course, suggests other motives as well -- man, would that have been a story conference to listen in on!

At any rate, I love the novel and think considerably less of the movie, which is perhaps why one should never go to the novel after a film. Except for From Here to Eternity, I don't know if I've ever seen a movie better than its source novel.
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8/10/2004 01:02:32 PM | 0 comments

Monday, August 09, 2004  
New column
My new column at Screenwriters Utopia is called Understanding Spec Scripts.  

8/9/2004 11:35:33 PM | 0 comments

 

Composers
Man, it's hard to be a composer. Put lyrics to another of Robin's songs and noticed, after 6 or 8 songs finished so far, how some are beginning to sound too much alike, especially rhythmically. John in the opera has a gift for keeping the music both fresh and yet reflective, returning to prior themes. Robin is getting a tad monotonous, I think, and I kindly suggested as much. Maybe it's harder to write pop songs than opera ha ha! More restrictions, like it's harder to write a great sonnet than free verse.
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8/9/2004 09:17:58 PM | 3 comments

 
Back in gear
A good morning, finished a chapter and also lyrics to a new song by Robin. He must be out of his slump, he sent three in last few days, so I have two more to go. Plan to get back to the new libretto this week and the grief project as well. But the novel stays front burner for the rest of the summer.

Picked up tickets to Miss Saigon and PSU's first football game, good seats for both, both in September. Wed morning the Olympics actually begin early with a morning game (our time) between the women's soccer team and Greece. I'm ready for the Olympics. One actually sees good sportsmanship there now and again.

Speaking of which: Barry Sanders inducted into NFL hall of fame yesterday. He's the guy who when asked why he handed the ball to the ref when he scored, rather than doing one of the fashionable endzone dances, he said, "Act you've been there before and will be there again, act like it's no big deal." Class!!!!

John Elway has class, too. He ended his induction speech with the Mile High Salute to his fans in Denver.

I miss jocks with class in these ego-maniacal days.  

8/9/2004 03:15:09 PM | 0 comments

 

Perseids 2004
Astronomers predict an unusually good meteor shower this year, best this Wed-Thur night. The moon is new and will not interfere. I plan to check it out. Posted by Hello  

8/9/2004 08:32:25 AM | 0 comments

 

The sun, the sun!
Forecast says 100 today, my kind of summer!

Yesterday was one of those days of good intentions that ended up being something else. Morning was so beautiful, I thought I'd drive east up the Columbia, pull into one of the state parks on the river, work at a picnic table on my laptop and let the dog enjoy the park. Off I went. First, the ramp was closed to get me onto the eastbound freeway -- and not far ahead, I got trapped in an incredible traffic jam. Ends up it was some kind of bike day, with 15,000 cyclists taking over the bridges and freeways, and by the time I was able to get out of traffic and out of this mess, an hour had passed. And I still had no uncrowded way to get where I wanted to go, so I just came on home. Ending up getting some grunt work done but nothing else.

Later, an incredible email arrived in my box -- from Paul Finot, the high school teacher I wrote about a few weeks ago! The Internet makes the world a very small place.

I've gotten a bit done on the novel today already. Supposed to stay in the 90s all week. My wife, who returns today, will hate it, and I will love it. Onward.
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8/9/2004 08:11:52 AM | 0 comments

Saturday, August 07, 2004  

Musing about Moore
Just finished a quick read of the recent book Michael Moore Is A Big Fat Stupid White Man, and it documents many (certainly as many as the authors could find) of the inaccuracies in Moore's films over the years. I was familiar with the way he messed with Columbine but not with Roger and Me. At any rate, Moore believes accuracy is an irrelevant issue because he is writing "comedy," or at least this is what he said in a widely quoted interview with Lou Dobbs, which I happened to see live. But audiences seem to take his movies as being documentaries, and therefore having some relationship to truth. In Idaho recently, a woman who had just seen F 9/11 came away believing Bush was in on the terrorist attacks!

I loved Roger and Me but I think much of this came from believing it was actually a documentary. That it is a work of fiction -- its entire premise is compromised by the actual order of historical events depicted -- pisses me off in a way. When I tried to watch the movie again on cable, I turned it off -- it was far less interesting as fiction, as contrivance, than as documentary. Columbine seemed to me to show Moore more as bully than clown (as in the other), and I was also pissed at him for something he did during a visit to Portland just before I saw the film -- he gave out the unlisted number of a right wing radio commentator so his left audience could call and hassle him. I am no fan of the commentator but I also am no fan of cheap shots and bad manners. At any rate, I found myself feeling sorry for Heston in Columbine, being set up and used so blatantly, and I've avoided seeing the recent one for fear of coming out feeling sorry for Bush! Bush is the last person I want to feel sorry for.

So I'm not a great fan of Moore's methodology. I am a greater fan of Peter Watkins, the 1960s British filmmaker who also made "fictional documentaries." However, he did not act in them, he was not a "personality" (not a muckraker), and he marketed his films as fiction, even though "in form" they were documentaries, rather like the old Cronkite "You Are There" TV series, only with stories about current events. One film, Punishment Park, was about a desert camp where arrested student radicals were sent during the 60s, where they were given a 12 hour head start before being chased across the desert by soldiers -- they had three days to reach an American flag and kiss it before the soldiers caught up with them and killed them. Obviously this was a powerful and controversial film in the 60s -- I don't think it played anywhere except at universities -- and far too many students came away thinking it was true. But Watkins, unlike Moore, never claimed he was writing more than "a story" and invented events, reporting on them in a docu style, rather than taking real events and manipulating them for a purpose, which is Moore's methodology.

A documentary is coming out soon called Michael Moore Hates America, the first of several to come out critical of Moore, although the website for this one claims no Moore bashing but instead an alternative and more optimistic picture of America than the one Moore creates. At any rate, I look forward to it and more varied viewpoints on Moore and on the methodology of documentaries.

I've written a lot of historical drama. I manipulate historical events for my own purposes. I call them "plays," not documentary films (and I suppose Moore calls his movies "films" or "comedies") -- but everyone I deal with has been dead a long time. I try to tell "the truth," which is to say, I try to be true to my understanding of the people and the period involved. I've written more about this in my essay Writing the History Play: Why Dramatists Lie in the Pursuit of Truth.

But I wonder how many of Moore's fans think they are watching documentaries and not comedies?
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8/7/2004 04:01:08 PM | 0 comments

 

Moving forward
A good morning, getting more done on a chapter of the novel, plus sketching out a chapter outline for the remainder of the book. Feel like I'm finally getting back in control. Not sure, after looking at what's left, I can finish a draft before school starts but I should come close.

Weather turning good again, into the 90s tomorrow. Should help my rhythm as well. Onward.
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8/7/2004 01:46:04 PM | 0 comments

 
The cesspool of politics
I'm already disgusted with the campaign, so much dirty politics from both sides. I'll try to avoid as much as possible until the debates, the first of which I'll watch out of curiosity and go from there.

I'm reminded of what a 90-something year old woman told my friend Dick once. She had quit voting at age 70. Why? "I don't want to encourage them." Sad to say, it's getting easier to see what she means.  

8/7/2004 07:23:57 AM | 0 comments

 
Up and at 'em!
Up early and full of energy with many things on the docket today. Will work on the novel this morning, then get the new libretto out, then two new songs Robin sent me last night that need lyrics, then the grief project ... busy! I like being busy. One project somehow energizes another. I hope for a very strong week of work so I can "get ahead" and therefore ease back to watch the Olympics when they start next week. By the way, while waiting for The Book of Daniel from the library, I started Graham Greene's The End of the Affair (a reread) after seeing the movie again on cable recently -- another fine book by a top notch author. After I renew my reading of Doctorow, maybe Greene is next. These books are so much more satisfying than 99% of the recent stuff I start. The exceptions -- Plainsong, Balzac and the Little Chinese Seamstress -- are few and far between.  

8/7/2004 04:40:56 AM | 0 comments

Friday, August 06, 2004  
Olympics
In a week, the summer Olympics begin and I'm ready. One of my favorite sporting seasons. I especially like the longer distance races, swimming, gymnastics and some of the obscure sports you don't see often on TV. I can do without the arrogant USA men's basketball team and some of the individual egomaniacs (some of them millionaires). I like underdogs from small countries surprising everyone. I hate the medal by country counts. Who cares? Actually we begin Wed. with a USA women's soccer match. I'll be watching.  

8/6/2004 09:48:08 PM | 0 comments

 
Progress
Wrote a bit in the novel today -- not much, maybe 600 words, but enough to feel like I'm moving back into it. Interestingly enough, I awoke with words in my head but they belonged to the next novel, a new way to get into the seniors road trip story, which I jotted down early this morning. So it's still slow going -- but at least it's moving forward now. Onward.  

8/6/2004 07:19:49 PM | 0 comments

Thursday, August 05, 2004  
For posterity
Here is Don Berry's article "Kultur in Apathyville" that set off such a firestorm in Portland in 1965. I'm including it in the anthology but post it here for the historical record and easier access in years to come.


Kultur in Apathyville

Don Berry


Dear gray Portland. last and finest bastion of the oatmeal mind, where the principal entertainment is sitting around in coffin-like solemnity telling each other what a shame it is that 'nothing ever goes on in this town.' It is our own private pleasure, our masochistic solace under leaden skies, a kind of ritual self-immolation to no discernible end. Not for us the flamboyant dramatic gesture. But we mutter quite a lot.
Occasionally, of course, the old cadaver gives a little twitch, a sort of involuntary spasm (there must be a medical term for this specious illusion of life), but it quickly subsides, to everyone’s great relief. A bit ago this newspaper examined the state of culture in the state of Oregon. What a disaster. Most of the writers – with a few marked exceptions – went at it with all the enthusiasm of men assigned to search out maggots in bad meat. They appeared to resent being snatched away from their contemplation of automobile accidents and Friday Surprise goodies merely to see if anything was actually happening in this state other than collisions, politics and other such familiar catastrophes. It was no wonder that the picture painted was of a dismal wasteland, broken only occasionally by a sulfurous bubble of fermentation, probably unsanitary in nature.
And if the newspapers do it badly, television and radio don’t even bother with the pretense. Their silence is so total you would think culture had become slightly controversial, perhaps upsetting to potential sponsors. The broadcast media, of course, have the inestimable advantage that their own sins are swept magically away when you turn the set off, while print remains.
In this the mass media faithfully reflect the general attitude of its audience.
Total indifference, tinged with faint revulsion and suspicion. (This, incidentally, can be regarded as an outline of the Portland mentality. Color it gray. Dark gray.)
In fact, it is not the local culture that is impoverished, but the local perception of it. There is an almost total lack of connection between the makers in Portland and the appreciators, with their low moans.
It is my contention that this enormous chasm has been deliberately bulldozed out of the oatmeal mentality in order to protect itself from undo stimulation. Portland determinedly insists that nothing goes on; activity is bad, per se. We resolutely peer at the world through dead-colored glasses which are donned at the least suspicion of a breaking ray of light. Our winters give us the photophobic vision of troglodytes – and apparently our minds, such as they are, are equally affected.
Examples come quickly. I have never met Mr. Don Zavin, but in my mind’s eye I picture him as being equal parts naiveté and bafflement. Naïve enough to believe all those nice people who tell him they want some theater in Portland, want someplace to go, something to do. And when he comes up with such – stay home. That’s where the bafflement part comes in.
For a while there were two poets in this city simultaneously, each of whom is generally regarded by critics as being among the most important of his generation. Jim Dickey was at Reed and William Stafford was, and is, at Lewis and Clark. San Francisco would have done some fancy feather-preening at such a happy coincidence. Portland? Not a ripple. A local columnist, who actively prides himself on searching out writing talent, had never even heard of them.
Where, comes the wistful cry, are the grand old days of Portland writers like Holbrook and Haycox? Where, indeed? How come nobody seems to notice that William Sanderson of this newspaper has as good an understanding of Oregon as Holbrook ever had, and writes as well? And I haven’t been deafened by bands playing welcome Janet Stevenson, a writer whose Civil War novel “Weep No More” is a classic, and whose biography of Fanny Kemble is the definitive one. And, if that kind of stuff is too “lit’ry” for the oatmeal mind, did you know that Rick Rubin was back in town? Who he? He’s published fifty-odd short stories in national magazines in the past five years, including Esquire and Playboy and others even a Portlander might recognize.
Of course, Mr. Rubin has a lot going against him in Portland. He has, I understand, both a beard and a beautiful wife, which is unseemly of him. Either, alone, is enough to make a good gray citizen uneasy. He must be a beatnik or something.
The list of people doing important work in this town is too long, I can’t get it into this space. And I don’t mean regional poets and Sunday painters. I’m talking about people of national stature like Lloyd Reynolds and Jacques Avshalomov and Tom Hardy and Manuel Izqulerdo and Carl and Hilda Morris and dozens of others who are so busy working they won’t even be insulted I didn’t mention their names.
The point I'm hacking away at is this: there is plenty going on in this town, plenty of real work. What is missing is the dilettante fringe, which is what passes for culture in most cities. And it is in fact the absence of the dilettantes that our appreciators complain of. Culture to the oatmeal mind means that they want somebody to talk arty over cocktails, and that's all it amounts to. Pure hypocrisy, which is another of the mainsprings of the Portland mentality.
It’s a no-connection city, where reporters talk only to other reporters and politicians to other politicians. It’s full of little social daisy chains, self-fertilizing and self-contained. Portland is the living refutation of the old biological principle that an organism cannot survive in an environment composed solely of its own waste products. Mentally, we do exactly that. Not only do it, but glory in it, and stubbornly resist any infusion of fresh air into our bleak atmosphere. If a magazine starts -- we kill it. If a theater group struggles up out of the mud -- we softly muffle it to death under pillows of leaden silence. The plain fact is that we don't want anything around that might stir up the mush.
I end this rash note to my city with a piece of advice on fitting in, being a true gray Portlander. I modestly call it 'Berry's Law of Survival in a Bowl of Cold Oatmeal.'
Don't make waves.

12-12-65

 

8/5/2004 03:46:21 PM | 0 comments

 
Bacheloring
My wife is going out of town for a few days, and I'm hoping to use the time by finding my rhythm in the novel again -- but literally living with it all my waking hours, as one can in an empty house. We begin this evening.

Meanwhile, still waiting for act one orchestrations. My dear composer gets me all excited -- then doesn't send them!  

8/5/2004 09:51:15 AM | 0 comments

Wednesday, August 04, 2004  

Rogue River
Finally, after putting it off for months, I tracked down the award-winning blue cheese from Rogue Creamery in Southern Oregon and bought some. Incredible! Yes, the best blue cheese I've ever tasted. Spendy but worth it. Check out the Rogue Creamery Website. If you love cheese, don't miss this.
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8/4/2004 05:44:12 PM | 0 comments

 
Progress
Learned from John that he's finished the orchestration for act one of Dark Mission. Can't wait to hear it! Meanwhile, pleased with revised intro to anthology ... it's looking good. Joe talking about 2005 publication so we can hit the summer book festivals with it, rather than coming out late in 2004. Fine by me. Tracked down widow of last "missing" writer and got permission, so I can use all the stuff I finally decided on.  

8/4/2004 12:31:09 PM | 0 comments

Tuesday, August 03, 2004  
Intro to anthology
Here is a draft:



INTRODUCTION:

JOE BIANCO, NORTHWEST MAGAZINE AND THE OATMEAL MIND

By Charles Deemer



On a fall evening in 1965, Joe Bianco answered the telephone to find his Managing Editor, Ed Miller, on the line. Miller told the Agricultural Editor that he wanted him to revive Northwest, a Sunday supplement The Oregonian had published briefly some years before, with Miller as its editor.
Bianco, with a couple of after-work Scotches under his belt, remembers feeling "vulnerable." He accepted the offer. But on Monday morning Bianco hurried into Miller's office and retracted his acceptance. However, Miller wouldn't take no for answer. Suddenly Joe Bianco was a magazine editor.
On paper, the farm editor looked like an unlikely choice for such an assignment. Bianco had come to The Oregonian somewhat reluctantly in 1955, thinking of Portland as a stepping stone to San Francisco. He'd already established an award-winning career in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania, as a crime reporter. He'd been nominated for a Pulitzer Prize for solving a case involving serial murders on the turnpike. Without formal training in journalism or writing, Bianco managed to make a reputation as an aggressive, hard-working investigator. He'd come west to Oregon because his wife was from here and to find new challenges.
Tired of police work at The Oregonian, Bianco became Agricultural Editor at the conclusion of the ugly newspaper strike of 1959-60. Once again he quickly made his mark, exposing the realities of migrant labor life in a series of articles he wrote after posing as a worker in eastern Oregon. Bianco's work received national recognition:
"It took months of preparation," said an article in Editor and Publisher on November 13, 1971, "before Joe Bianco, Agricultural Editor of The Oregonian, was able to assume the role of a migrant farm worker for a week. His portrayal resulted in a series of three articles which aroused the interest of state and federal authorities concerning the plight of these people."
Bianco, Miller must have thought, was just the kind of high-energy, fearless investigator who could turn the bland supplement Farm, Home and Garden into a general features magazine, something more widely readable.
When Miller refused Bianco's retraction, the new editor asked if he would be free to make all editorial decisions for the magazine. Miller gave him free rein.
What happened in the next few years was the gradual evolution of Farm, Home and Garden into Northwest Home and Garden into Northwest magazine. A number of important benchmarks were reached along the way.
Bianco's first challenge was to bring feature articles into the existing supplement, initially placing them in the back of the magazine behind the home and garden stories. He tried to lure Oregon's best freelance writers to contribute but many were hesitant to participate, having experienced little cordiality from The Oregonian in their careers. Ken Kesey refused to be associated with the state's largest paper, citing the way they had treated him in the past. Oregon novelist Don Berry, suggested as a contributor by Bianco's artist wife, finally agreed to send him something - and then dared him to print it.
The story that Berry submitted was entitled "Kultur in Apathyville." Earlier The Oregonian had run a story about Portland's cultural life and Berry's story was a direct challenge to this appraisal. The problem was more with the audience than with the artists. Portland, he wrote, was the "last and finest bastion of the oatmeal mind," a place where culture was nothing more than somebody talking "arty over cocktails." Artists and writers here were not appreciated.
Bianco kept the story in a desk drawer for weeks. He expected to be fired if he published it, but his wife encouraged him to publish it anyway. Finally making his decision, Bianco told his editorial assistant to prepare to take over the fledgling magazine. Next week Bianco expected to be looking for a job.
Berry's article created a firestorm. Letters to the editor poured in - both for and against the opinion. Subscribers cancelled the paper, and even the Oregonian's editorial page criticized Berry and Bianco, one section of the paper reprimanding another. However, Bianco's immediate boss, Ed Miller, supported him and the editor kept his job.
Berry's article encouraged formerly reluctant writers to submit to the new magazine. Rick Rubin, a local writer with credits from Playboy, submitted an article that Bianco published only one month after Berry's piece - and which created yet another controversy.
In "Westside, Westside, All Around the Town," Rubin argued that only downtown Portland represented "the essence of Portland." Folks who lived eastside over the river were merely "necessary to our continuing intellectual and cultural growth, much as the slaves of Greece in the Golden Age were necessary to support the more meaningful few."
Most of the paper's editorial writers lived across the river and didn't appreciate Rubin's attitude. In only four issues, as 1965 ended and 1966 began, Northwest had created two firestorms of controversy - and the voice of Miller's dream of a resurrected magazine was born in a feisty, sometimes irreverent and always challenging brand of journalism, enthusiastically nurtured by the new editor.
Early on, this style of writing was relegated to the back pages of the magazine. The primary content continued to be about home and garden. Bianco slowly began to change the focus and appearance of the magazine.
1966 started with a slight name change, to Northwest Home and Garden. Interestingly enough, at this time there was no masthead to identify Bianco as the editor at the helm. Not until the issue of February 20, 1966, does his name appear anywhere in the magazine - and then his contribution is listed as "Editorial Supervision," which in September was changed to "Editorial Direction."
At the end of 1966, Bianco wrote a short editorial introducing a new format and title for the magazine. Finally he was identified as the editor. "Features" became the first section of the magazine, receiving primary billing, with the home and garden stories now following behind. This was the format that would define Northwest magazine as it moved into the 70s. In April, 1976, an Arts section was added. Six months later, a poetry page.
By 1969 Northwest already had gained national attention. In an article called "Not For Oatmeal Minds" in the May, 1969, issue of Quill, the Magazine for Journalists, James J. Doyle wrote:
"Much of Northwest's high-voltage has come, and has been retained, by its dynamic editor Joe Bianco. Trained in the hard school of East Coast dailies, Bianco works from the premise that this country is undergoing a great social upheaval - a potentially rapturous calamity which calls for investigation and social analysis beyond the scope of newspage content. What has resulted is an open forum of ideas for freelance writers and professional reporters."
A 1967 survey identified Northwest magazine as the most popular and widely read section of the newspaper. Ed Miller explained to Doyle: "I suspect a large share of our readers pick up the section now with the subconscious query, What the hell is Northwest up to now?"
About his hand-picked editor, Miller said, "Bianco has a talent for picking today the controversial subjects of tomorrow."
One of the ways Bianco brought these subjects to his readers was through frequent theme issues, in which a series of articles would look at different aspects of the same subject matter. The content of theme issues varied widely, including:
· practical subjects -- a gardening issue each spring, a skiing issue each fall, periodical Northwest travel issues
· current events -- hippies and the counter-culture in April, 1967; student revolts in January, 1969; the gasoline crisis in August, 1979; a royal wedding issue in August, 1981
· social and political issues -- abortion in March, 1969, and again in October, 1979; family violence in February, 1977; Oregon's rural poor in July, 1968; the role of the church in the urban jungle in December, 1980; the changing family in May, 1981; victims of rape in July, 1981
· issues not receiving the attention Bianco believed they deserved -- cults and deprogramming, an ambitious three-issue series in July and August, 1977, largely written by Bianco himself; Portland's air pollution in August, 1973; the gay lifestyle in April, 1975; blacks in the community in January, 1968, followed by a special issue on the black woman in January, 1972; the controversy surrounding Portland's downtown redevelopment in December, 1973, with a magazine proposal for its own priorities of development; and even a behind-the-scenes look at The Oregonian's own power structure in February, 1979
About the special issue on the hippies, Doyle wrote: "…before the hippie sub-culture had its own periodicals, Northwest blasted the minds of editors and readers with a cover story on the burgeoning pop culture, light shows and hippie enigma. At the time, few national magazines had examined this phenomenon to such an extent." Thus did Joe Bianco exercise his talent "for picking today the controversial subjects of tomorrow."
Doyle concluded his Quill article by writing, "But Northwest has proved beyond all doubt that a magazine can grow and develop and reveal the controversies that readers seem to want more and more, time and again. It has also proved that readers in what was once an easy-going and folksy town, have less fear of social icons than newspapers normally presume."
Don Berry had ended the article that catapulted Northwest into public consciousness with advice to those who were happy with Portland's gray complacency: "Don't make waves." Northwest magazine - even as it offered advice on home and garden, even as it wrote in praise of the Oregon landscape and offered travel tips over the state's backroads, even as it profiled interesting Oregonians known to all or unknown by many - never turned its back to a story that Bianco thought its readers needed to know about, it never ran from controversy or avoided a new challenge. Northwest was where the action was.

In the summer of 2004, I spent many happy hours preparing this book by going through the archives of Northwest magazine. Even though I had been a regular contributor myself for a time, much of the history of the magazine was unknown to me. After my first issue-by-issue inspection of the archives, 1965-1982, I found myself with a list of several hundred stories I wanted to reprint.
Clearly I needed criteria by which to retain and eliminate stories. I also wanted a device by which to communicate the wide field of interests in the magazine, yet without producing a book too large to attract average readers. I finally decided to organize the stories into sections: People, Place, Issues and Concerns, Sports, History and Nostalgia, Arts, the Lighter Side. My strategy for suggesting the abundance of material in each category was to reprint a few stories in their entirety and provide excerpts from many more.
The most challenging section to put together was Issues and Concerns. Here was the very heart and soul of Northwest's primary thrust, the source of most of its controversies, and yet here, too, was the material most topical and in need of contextual explanation to be appreciated by contemporary readers. Soon enough, however, I identified the issues I should focus on - because these same issues still face us today. The stories here about the Environment, Civil Liberties and the Changing Family, which were published by Northwest between 1969 and 1981, could have been written today.
Our title, Oregon Fever, comes from the affliction attributed to families who would abandon everything at home in the East or Midwest to take to the Oregon Trail in a sudden search for a new beginning, a new life. A similar journey and mindset informed the journey of Northwest magazine and its adventurous writers and readers. This was an exciting era, as anyone who lived in it will tell you. Northwest was both a product of and an instigator of the era, a magazine made possible by Joe Bianco's vision and personality and The Oregonian's "hands off" supporters, people who understood the times. What resulted was a magazine that attracted writers like Don Berry, Rick Rubin, Barry Lopez, Thomas Gaddis, David Shetzline, Ivan Doig, Larry Colton, Larry Leonard, Charles Gould, Art Chenoweth, Daniel Yost, Dorothy Velasco, Paul Pintarich, Beth Fagan, Buck Hannon, Don Holm, Jack McCarthy, Ralph Friedman, Penny Avila, Jean Henninger, Ferris Weddle and others too numerous to mention, writers eager to participate in such an energetic and era-defining regional forum.
When Don Barry threw down the gauntlet - "Don't make waves" - even he must have been surprised to see how creatively and energetically Joe Bianco would respond to create a "wave-making" special publication for a special time, a newspaper Sunday supplement like none before it and few after, a weekly publication full of good, great and challenging writing, a magazine "not for oatmeal minds."
We begin, then, with the two controversial stories that started it all.
 

8/3/2004 07:13:38 PM | 0 comments

 
Northwest Magazine
Interview Bianco early this morning, research for my intro to the anthology, which already has some shape in my thoughts. Joe took over the supplement Northwest Home and Garden in the fall of 1965 with a charge to turn it into a Sunday supplement with wide appeal. He took the bull by the horns and "appeal" quickly came to mean controversy when he published two articles, one in December, 1965, and the other in January, 1966, that attracted much attention.

The first was called "Kultur in Apathyville" (by Don Berry) and lambasted Portland for being the home of "oatmeal minds" -- not your run-of-the-mill Sunday supplement story! Excerpts:


"Dear gray Portland. last and finest bastion of the oatmeal mind, where the principal entertainment is sitting around in coffin-like solemnity telling each other what a shame it is that 'nothing ever goes on in this town.' It is our own private pleasure, our masochistic solace under leaden skies, a kind of ritual self-immolation to no discernible end. Not for us the flamboyant dramatic gesture. But we mutter quite a lot.

"...In fact, it is not the local culture that is impoverished, but the local perception of it. There is an almost total lack of connection between the makers in Portland and the appreciators, with their low moans.

"...The point I'm hacking away at is this: there is plenty going on in this town, plenty of real work. What is missing is the dilettante fringe, which is what passes for culture in most cities. And it is in fact the absence of the dilettantes that our appreciators complain of. Culture to the oatmeal mind means that they want somebody to talk arty over cocktails, and that's all it amounts to. Pure hypocrisy, which is another of the mainsprings of the Portland mentality.

"...If a magazine starts -- we kill it. If a theater group struggles up out of the mud -- we softly muffle it to death under pillows of leaden silence. The plain fact is that we don't want anything around that might stir up the mush.

"I end this rash note to my city with a piece of advice on fitting in, being a true gray Portlander. I modestly call it 'Berry's Law of Survival in a Bowl of Cold Oatmeal.'

"Don't make waves."

The next, by Rick Rubin, proclaimed that "real Portland" only existed downtown, that east of the river was a wasteland:

"True Portland, proper Portland, the essence of Portland, stretches in fact only from Willamette Heights south to Dunthorpe, from the river to the crest or perhaps slightly beyond of the West Hills.

"...Daily the Eastsiders swarm across our bridges, each evening their off-springs come to rap their noisy pipes west of the Willamette. We know them to be necessary to our continuing intellectual and cultural growth, much as the slaves of Greece in the Golden Age were necessary to support the more meaningful few.

"...We pity them even, their inferior climate, the gorge winds blowing hot and cold and always dusty about them. Our views are larger here, our streets more real, our lives richer.

"Defined by our river and our hills, sniped at by boosters and earthmovers, the Westside struggles onward and upward, humble and generous and filled with the knowledge that excellence must have its opposite, that every true city must be supported by its hinterland Eastside."

Rick Rubin became a regular contributor, a writer with style who set the tone of the magazine in its early years. Bianco established that he wasn't afraid of controversy, and Rubin took him up on it. Later in 1966 he announced his candidacy for governor (he called it "gubernator"), on a platform that included surrounding Oregon with barbed wire to keep the Californians out, and his humor and extravagance became an early mainstay of the magazine.

Throughout its history, Northwest Magazine took chances and many of its "special issues" (an entire issue focused on a single theme) continued to upset higher management at the newspaper. During the 1973 takeover of Wounded Knee by members of the American Indian Movement, for example, Bianco had a special issue that gave AIM a forum for its cause, this at a time when many, probably most, Americans dismissed them as hoodlums.

The interview this morning will be fun and also enlightening, I expect, and I look forward to the challenge of my introduction, which I am calling "Joe Bianco, Northwest Magazine and the Oatmeal Mind." Onward.

 

8/3/2004 07:21:06 AM | 0 comments

Monday, August 02, 2004  
Update
Man, still just baby-stepping with the novel ... but I feel like I'm close to getting over this not-quite-block.

Meanwhile, formally interview Joe Bianco tomorrow for my intro to the anthology. Should be very interesting.

I'm starting on the script for my next drama service at the Unitarian Church, which is in November. Writing some monologues on grief/loss based on interviews with some of the congregants. Start that in earnest this week, too.

Often the busier I am, the better -- so maybe these other projects will kick the novel in the ass and get it moving again. I am about 2/3 through a draft. Need to move forward!  

8/2/2004 07:26:24 PM | 0 comments

 
Ragtime
A couple favorite passages:

Thus did the artist point his life along the lines of flow of American energy. Workers would strike and die but in the streets of cities an entrepreneur could cook sweet potatoes in a bucket of hot coals and sell them for a penny or two. A smiling hurdy-gurdy man could fill his cup. Phil the Fiddler, undaunted by the snow, cut away the fingers of his gloves and played under the lighted windows of mansions. Frank the Cash Boy kept his eyes open for a runaway horse carrying the daughter of a Wall Street broker. All across the continent merchants pressed the large round keys of their registers. The value of the duplicable event was everywhere perceived. Every town had its ice-cream soda fountain of Belgian marble. Painless Parker the Dentist everywhere offered to remove your toothache.


And Emma Goldman to Younger Brother:

You think you are special, losing your lover. It happens every day. Suppose she consented to live with you after all. You're a bourgeois, you would want to marry her. You would destroy each other inside of a year. You would see her begin to turn old and bored under your very eyes. You would sit across the dinner table from each other in bondage, in terrible bondage to what you thought was love. The both of you. Believe me you are better off this way. Younger Brother was crying. You're right, he said, of course you're right. He kissed her hand. She had a small hand but the fingers were swollen and the skin was red and the knuckles were enlarged. I have no memories of her, he sobbed. It was something I dreamed. Goldman was unappeased. This way you can feel sorry for yourself, she said. And what a delicious emotion that is. I'll tell you something. In this room tonight you saw my present lover but also two of my former lovers. We are all good friends. Friendship is what endures. Shared ideals, respect for the whole character of a human being. Why can't you accept your own freedom? Why do you have to cling to someone in order to live?

 

8/2/2004 10:07:09 AM | 0 comments

 

Homeland Security
I never have understood the policy of announcing intercepted intelligence about terrorist threats. I recall no previous war when this was done. Presumably it's a deterrent -- and yet there are clear down sides beyond the "boy who cried wolf" syndrome. It's like showing your hole card in stud poker. It's jeopardizing the sources of intelligence. It's letting the enemy watch you prepare in a specific context. Besides, terrorists aren't stupid -- surely they plant false leads when something big is in the works. I just don't get it. It all begins to feel like grandstanding, See how well we are protecting you. I think it stinks.
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8/2/2004 07:56:05 AM | 0 comments

Sunday, August 01, 2004  
A quiet Sunday
A little writing, a little fiddling with a song, a lot of reading. Feel like a good week may be ahead.  

8/1/2004 10:41:05 PM | 0 comments

 
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